Something that makes more sense to me than anything I’ve ever heard.
Quote: “Everyone has a soul mate in life, once you find that soul mate you know it, without that soul mate you can’t think to live another day without them. The package your soul mate is in should not matter, what is important is you found them, love them, care for them, and be together with them forever.”
on the flight to see you in April, but never did finish it……….
Today i left Arkansas on a journey i thought would only be a dream. a dream that has been going on for five years now. A dream I shared with my love on the other side of the world. Seeming impossible only in my mind, I toyed with the thoughts of someday meeting him and making a life together. We talked about it, dreamed it but still, due to hurdles that only seem impossible, we put off taking that first step to make the dream a reality.
In a book i had bought 4 or 5 years ago, I found something I just had passed over before, the words “Sedikit-sedikit lama-lama menjadi bukit” just escaped me. How I didn’t see it and realize the impossible only exists in one’s mind. Translated it means “Take it one step at a time”. I had read this book several times, but today it finally stuck out, maybe because I had taken that first step. I’ve had the desire to learn bahasa Indonesia since I met him, not because of him only but because since an early age something has intrigued me about Indonesia, the culture, history and the overall ambiance. I have always felt a connection to the country, not realizing that connection laid in one heart, the heart that beat the same beat as mine, although not as long, but still the same.
When we met the connection was instant, a feeling inside quieted, a space vacant my whole life filled with a feeling of comfort only afforded the equal to pure bliss.
Baby, you know the rest of what I wanted to write. Today our life we live was once a dream, a hope, a prayer. Today our life is what we prayed for together, and together we give thanks to God for what we have been given.